Season’s Mist – ColonY

I’d love to introduce my very first album: Season’s Mist

You can download it here: Download

I go by “Colony” but you can keep calling me Demo after you listen to this imperfect debut of my Vocaloid Music Career!



Tracklist:

  1. Majestic Love
  2. Heartfelt Turmoil
  3. You’re Warm
  4. Imaginary Life
  5. Crystal Revival
  6. Tonight
  7. Serpent Of My Heart
  8. Solace Keeper
  9. Trust & Gold
  10. Harsh Wish
  11. Magical Casket
  12. Cause In The Fight

All of the lyrics and videos for each song are below. But before we get into that, let me just say that I thank you all for the support you’ve given not only me but everyone else I know! I can never repay you all, but YouTube has decided to stop me from reaching my dream of making this my way of life. I need 1,000 subscribers to keep my world from falling apart, and I actually need your help. Not money, but outreach! I want you all who at least like my music to tell everyone you can, share everything you can from me to everyone and tell them about my YouTube channel. Doing this will keep me making videos and music and everything else for the Vocaloid community! With this final message before we get into the songs, let’s make it all a tone of pure peace within our souls.

-Demo


Music:

1. Majestic Love

 

Maniacal minds stand in front of me

With all their words marked, conformity

And though I walk through lofty heights

Alone and by myself

I understand you are the sacred glee

But all their looks soaked insanity

When I sit down on the shelf

I remember that time of bereft

Haunting with a flaunting moment

Buried underneath your skin

Shifting on the sidewinding sands

Upside downturns the pyramid of glass

And read of the pale dream epitaph

Of violence, wrath, and sharpened staff

Breaking under so much ire

Failing power

Lost it all in your mind’s eye

And so I walk, Alone

Majestic Love, gone wrong

My magic high is gone and now it’s lost inside the fog

But this is it, so long

My only wish, to be strong

When all the lost minds come through me and whisper nonconformity

Whenever the words are written

In between the pages

I want, to be, the one

For your all

One last call

Goals align the store walls

The wish

The kiss

And the violent touch of bliss

All conformed into your fist

One last blow to the magic high

For a hollow soul and a backward dive

My heart

My part

Will be played very soon

My home lost in the typhoon

And so I walk, Alone

Majestic Love, gone wrong

My magic high is gone and now it’s lost inside the fog

But this is it, so long

My only wish, to be strong

When all the lost minds come through me and whisper nonconformity

Whenever the words are written

In between the pages

I want, to be, the one

For you

—————

2. Heartfelt Turmoil

 

Oh, through the marigold

Dew drops above the fold

While I’m

Waiting for sadness

to quell inside my beds hold

And on the echo

Fire prays for to be old

And burns and dances with me

But I don’t know what I’m supposed to do

Valium, Alien

I have gone away

From the light of day

But no one knows the marigold

And still I can view this monster

Folding under you on cue~

The hearts conformity

This beasts agony

Bleeding into me

Obligatory aching faking

Mesmerize Protection

Hollow trees are made of liquid peace

And the dirt defines nature’s Season’s Mist

Heartfelt Turmoil now

And I can’t see you in the dense fog

Roots stick out from the bog

Drown in mire

Avarice, Jealousy

Wash my fragment high

On the evil sky

Mutiny on the sea

Nothing’s ever free

Taking finders fee~

Tiger Rose, I oppose

Let me take the vie

With the need to die

One mutiny upon the sea

A careful sailor drug underneath his very own ship

Mesmerize Protection

Hollow trees are made of liquid peace

And the dirt defines nature’s Season’s Mist

Heartfelt Turmoil now

And I can’t see you in the dense fog

Roots stick out from the bog

Drown in fire

Oh, through the marigold

Dew drops above the fold

Waiting for sadness

to quell inside my beds hold

Mesmerize Protection

Hollow trees are made of liquid peace

And the dirt defines nature’s Season’s Mist

Heartfelt Turmoil now

And I can’t see you in the dense fog

And I have to tell you:

“I am a liar!”

—————

3. You’re Warm

 

Home

I know

My life has become undone

With truth and youth

I can see you

Calling to me

Your words are so nice

It’s not a disguise

I want you to be

Always near me

Making our bed

Sleeping in your head

All I want is to make you feel right at-

Home

I know

My life has become redone

With truth and youth

I know my love

Garnered to shove

Will calm my mind tonight

When every time I try to hold on

I think of you

My sweet dear

And no one will ever take away

Our dance of truth

Through all my fears

But I know buried deep within my mind

You Are Warm

Morse code

Over abode

Frailty in the show

Darling, sing me a song

Of my love, our love

My deepest sky

When every time I try to hold on

I think of you

My sweet dear

And no one will ever take away

Our dance of truth

Through all my fears

But I know buried deep within my mind

You Are Warm

Buried under a sea of lead

Don’t understand what you have said

When I break down

You know I’m lost within my head

More along the minds of ice

Why don’t you try to throw the dice

It’s alright

Go just fight

When will my lust for you suffice

Darling, sing me a song

Of my love, our love

My one true love

—————

4. Imaginary Life

Hold on tonight

Show me a sight

Walk away from the garden of light

And see me

So I can lay with the flowers

For dawn will rise after tomorrow night

Ooh,

La,

So I want to see the imaginary life

So I can

Feel the stamens and the petals, it’s their magic

I call my fall

Once done this hope will just stall

Ooh,

Coronary, Solitary, Imaginary Ride

I can see the demons agony building up inside

Wonder lusting

Violently scattering these flowers

Across all of my pathetic path of lies

Careless absence

Harkening, a battering my heart is

Never going to be the same as it dies

Oh why did I have to die?

So I want to see the imaginary life

So I can

Feel the stamens and the petals, it’s their magic

I call my fall

Once done this hope will just stall

Follow me into heaven and wander with me through the groves of lace

Dietary, Emissary, Convoluted Stride

I can hear the angel’s magic words blowing up my time

Monster trusting

Agonizing, creating black feathers

Atone for my abandonment with my cries

Worthless reject

Jail breaking the heavenly my heart is

Never going to be the same as he dies

Ooh,

La,

So I want to see the imaginary life

So I can

Feel the stamens and the petals

It was their magic touch

Hold on tonight

Show me a sight

Walk away from the garden of light

And see me

So I can lay with the flowers

For dawn will rise after tomorrow night

————–

5. Crystal Revival

 

You came right up to me

And fed my life in glee

Getting over these, a bargain plea

So what has my life come to now?

A merry go round

On your heart creates your fragrant sound

Your reverend friend

Is marking the strand

He’s here to put your mind at ease

Help him

Don’t deny your involvement

You think it’s your incumbent

To be within this envy

You hurt the child inside me

Yet I forgive you

And I mourn

From the scorn

And the gallow wall

It’s hard to feel you when I fall

Wait for my baptism in Crystal Revival

Ice water

Clearer stir

Social Sorrow Curse

A cave of diamond in a hearse

Let us admire from the gleaming ceiling

Stalactites made of demur

My name came up on your list

And gave my life an artist

Well it seems that man I was is gone

So what has my life come to now?

Being safe and sound

Though I still see angels till the ground

The valley of gold is shining

Alone

At home

And so much has been betrayed

I’m never gonna fade

And on the line

Of my design

I will confine

Only in my beautiful one

And I mourn

From the scorn

And the gallow wall

It’s hard to feel you when I fall

Wait for my baptism in Crystal Revival

Ice water

Clearer stir

Social Sorrow Curse

A cave of diamond in a hearse

Let us admire from the gleaming ceiling

Stalactites made of demur

Your reverend friend

Is making you stand

Who’s here to put your mind at ease

Help me

Don’t deny your involvement

This is not your incumbent

To be within this envy

You hurt the child inside me

Yet I forgive you

Yes!

————–

6. Tonight

 

Don’t deny me Tonight

For the valet

Accost, distrust

My brain slowly decaying

5-9-5-9

Malignant sigh

Renormalize

To keep myself from turning blue

Yet I love kissing you

Little toy, yet an old love

Stuck inside this heart so blind

No one will no other than us

Time has come to submit

Roll under-

A vacant sigh

Tame my thunder-

With every motion

I bleed the same under the sky

I want you to know never will I die

Yet every time a dove draws near

It fall and cries

All I want to do to you is make you feel ok

Just imagine painful echoes drifting in the rain

It can be all mine if you just sub-

M-I-T

A-N-D

S-U-C

K-MY-C

NOW

NO ONE KNOWS

TO SAVE GAME

FORWARD SHAME

TO MY BACKSEAT

AGONY

CALL ON ME

ON ME

ON ME

ON…

ME

On top of me

Accustom, these rusted morals

5-9-5-9

Wonder gone wrong all through this song

To keep my love from hurting you

From this adhesive glue

Shy away when you look at me

Adorned with your lock and key

I walk to you and let you burn

SUBMIT TO ME

Roll under-

A vacant sigh

Tame my thunder- YEAH

With every motion

I bleed the same under the sky and-

I want you to know never will I die

Yet every time a dove draws near

It fall and cries

A-N-D

S-U-C

K-MY-C

NOW

NO ONE KNOWS

SO SAVE GAME

FORWARD SHAME

TO MY BACKSEAT

AGONY

CALL ON ME

ON ME

ON ME

ON…

ME

All I want to do to you is make you feel ok

Just imagine painful echoes drifting in the rain

It can be us if you submit to me

————–

7. Serpent of My Heart

 

Serpent

Home for one day, atone

Silence endgame, my bones

Broken by stone, my blood

It should be determined

By danger

My anger

I suffer

Rebuffer

The silence

Is guidance

I need it

To Slumber

Oh, well no more!

I’M DONE

And so am I

With all this blood on my hands

Violence within the bands

I know it’s callous to show you-

My truth

I want to kill this beast on this night

RAWK-

A~

So a melody invasions

Are influencing my chest

Mortuary within true agony

Save it for the seed

Everyone wants to die at last

Mark it, save it, even go, fake it,

You know what to do

Take a step back in the frame take a breath and

JUST DIE

Wake up at night, in chains

Poison inside, my veins

Shredding the pain, my nerves

It should not encompass

My being

The evening

Remember

November

I feel like

I’m dying

No need for

Insomnia

Mark it, save it, even go fake it,

You know what to do now right

Exit, just sit, letting us fix it

Hang on to your god

Morals, quarrels, and liquid whores

This is where we start to bleed

My time, wasted, please be quiet

Or I’ll snap your spine

Ashtrays overflow with frailties

Dropping so low

I cling within my death bed lining

Service Patience

A~

So a melody invasions

Are influencing my chest

Mortuary within true agony

Save it for the seed

Everyone wants to die at last

I gave one more word

My Serpent *gasp* of my Heart

“REST”

Shut up right now or else

Get out of here, this hurts

No one will break this curse

I will die like you

Don’t need you

Won’t kill you

The breaking

Happening

Me crying

You screaming

For nothing, will you just-

Oh my God…

SHUT UP

GET OUT

JUST LEAVE

NO ONE

LOVES YOU

~AH~

————–

8. Solace Keeper

 

Last time I saw you,

You were teaching me about my youth

About how it can form into a separate truth

A seed implanted in my mind

When the one I loved left me behind

A tear shed lifeless

Bear this curse

Now unraveled under your hearse

I didn’t want to change

I wanted others to love the me you made

But it fell apart when I died at that age

A flower never bloomed on my grave

Why did that man take my hand

Why do my teardrops feel so distant

Why do I not want to die

Why am I not afraid to lay here and die

So unfamiliar

Your soundless ache

You never whispered to me

And you never let me starve

I was a fool to think happiness was not a yarn

Because I had found happiness within you, my friend

A never-ending fear, I once escaped to

Now unable to accept a man

That I have become

Always alone

The light does not exist,

Nor do I want you to insist

That I would be better there

I miss you my muse

Now, everything I refuse

Thinking back

I thought it was an attack

But it was nothing but a cry

For me to understand the lie

You were gripping my throat

Forcing me to adapt to my helpless screams

Making me unable to help myself in life’s seams

I lost myself when you left

A hatred now regret

The light I still don’t see

But you were fleeing from me

From the artificial light

When you left

It took away my life

I just came to say hello,

Outside the house of slight rest

I often wonder what it was like be darkness

Oh, majestic silence

You do not have ground

From the shadows you must crawl

Like my home before the lie was found

When you abandoned me,

No, I abandoned you

I was a fool to believe I needed you near

But it was you whom needed my fear

To show me the light in hell of shear

————–

9. Trust & Gold

 

Don’t you know it all

A past that’s gone wrong

And I don’t know you

My maiden with hair so long

Water makes your image so beautiful

Reflections mark the wondering of minds

Saying to me that I need everything I had

Draw your depiction now and…

Don’t deny it

Make it mind you

Make it fight me in the rain

I am the stain within your pain

And I’m prepared to lose my fame to your known feign

Why don’t you take me away from this lain of my disdain?

Take me away

Bring me a child to lay down

It’s mother now will be kept at bay

Break my abode

I am not here to have trust

Watch me burn, to set fire

To your bit of gold

Can’t you be the one

My martyr of dawn

What made it feel true

From this hope within you

Crystalline water matches the brine

In your magnetic bursts

To the gold smelt of the wizard

It’s time to

Break apart the atomic philosophy

Taken in the safest juncture…

In the damage

Find the carriage

Bring my knowledge from the fray

The gauntlet gains the power to wane

And still redefined to die from my fragrant day

What will it take to make you break your golden trusting gaze?

Violence breaking apart my sovereign ode

Cryptic writing from the black train

Of murderous intentions and a fear…

Collected plea

Tumultuous glee

Ever list a sight to see

Long tail end times to the point of be

Yet I still smell your weak pathetic fragrant-

Reflections mark the wondering of minds

Saying to me that I need everything I’m glad

Draw your depiction now and…

Don’t deny it

Make it mind you

Make it fight me in the rain

I am the stain within your pain

And I’m prepared to lose my fame to your known feign

Break my abode

I am not here to have trust

Watch me burn, to set fire

To your bit of gold

————–

10. Harsh Wish

 

No longer a seed will break my back

When the lowest god of my bowels attack

It leaves the sight and all a mere bagatelle

Of little importance to see!

From the womb to a life now gone

Its sorrow bequeaths the sun

Follow into the ache and make me believe the beast

Never come alive again

My Harsh Wish

————–

11. Magical Casket

 

Who knows the dealing

The feeling of the altar

Entangled within your own confines of the affliction

When everyone paints you as a known~ {{LIAR}}

Forward ages

Drifting pages

Brace for my lie

Flowers will die

In this sin my curse rescinds

And it’s not right to decide it

I want you to embrace me in the magic casket

To the silent groves of a flowers home

Martyrs begin to weep

And the marigold of a winter’s hold

Their tears make a perfect heap

Pleasure by name

A ground by might

And thus an anger holds true to the pinecone

That on the water, mold grew on its rhinestone

My disciple

On rye trifle

Fake tone bible

The din of light

Old, breaking apart

And I think it’s smart

To live a century in fallacy

To show this life you can feel ecstasy

And the magic hold of a caskets gold

Taken up to build a stagnant wall

Between the skies of our petals fold

Naked words surround the paste

And no one else can fathom the waste

It’s all up the flower to keep blooming in the storm

GROW!!!

My disciple

On rye trifle

Fake tone bible

The din of light

Old, breaking apart

And I think it’s smart

To live a century in fallacy

To show this life you can feel ecstasy

Forward ages

Drifting pages

Brace for my lie

Flowers will die, die, die

In this sin my curse rescinds

And it’s not right to decide it

I want you to embrace me in the magic casket

————–

12. Cause In The Fight

 

Cause in this fighting in depression

And regression is setting in

And the vomit rushing through my mind onto the page etched in-

Complete Darkness

I reevaluate my whole life without my family or my friends

And I see myself a fucking monster that is equivalent to the horrid Satan of old

Sitting on the left hand of El Shaddai

And all I see is his disgust for me, my being that also is disgusted in him at times

Yet both of us know that we will get through this hatred at some point in my life

But I need him to keep me alive to feel the light inside my soul grow and-

Bring forth seeds made to destroy darkness and the light

To create a hole inside my soul

No longer an effort to be made a broken bone when he crushes my load with a goat

It’s painful stained and faded against the solace of a keeper made hollow

Magnetic frequencies of the earth to the core of a neurotic mind

We all have a bad ingestion of thoughts and ideas that make us all at odds

Moreover these demons are named C and D

An informant to the grand war plan and the spiritual guidance upon weak minds to follow through

The insomniac is hallucinating and seeing aliens outside the windows

Having conversations with voices inside his head and I can do nothing but sit back and watch

Its disturbing and I’m scared for my own safety but I have to be here for him or else he will die

Suicide homicide a fucking serial killer after children he could become

His heart is crying out for help but no one is coming to his aid

He has to learn to be there for himself for me to be there for him to make him heal

Force him to heal

Force heal

Heal

Heal

Heal

Heal

Hell

Hell

Hell

Hell

Sounds too much alike and feels too much the same and no one will ever know his pain

Each of us have monsters inside our heads waiting to be ignored and let out to play

Keep them in check or else they become that one that murders people all over

Evil at its worst and so much has been shown to me

The actions of the person are not the needs of the soul

If you don’t forgive anyone you are no more than a pile of sludge not meant for life

And so you will die just like he did in the fire he created from that burning bible

His house was saved and broken like his body and no one no demon wanted to be inside him

But God gave him a chance and made him feel important enough to keep on living

His volume to soft to a whisper and his touch was very weak

It seemed like God needed him to help him stay afloat

And now that he knows who Christ is he has more friends more family

These are all just things he can lose and Satan knows this and has taken many lives from him

How can Satan be a blasphemy bastard that hell will consume

He is no one I need to worry about and I know God has him down

But all I can think about the lives he took from me and him and us

You gave me a hard life to teach me respect but what about them

What did they do to deserve this death death death

And thus the price of sin is death


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