I’d love to introduce my very first album: Season’s Mist
You can download it here: Download
I go by “Colony” but you can keep calling me Demo after you listen to this imperfect debut of my Vocaloid Music Career!
Tracklist:
- Majestic Love
- Heartfelt Turmoil
- You’re Warm
- Imaginary Life
- Crystal Revival
- Tonight
- Serpent Of My Heart
- Solace Keeper
- Trust & Gold
- Harsh Wish
- Magical Casket
- Cause In The Fight
All of the lyrics and videos for each song are below. But before we get into that, let me just say that I thank you all for the support you’ve given not only me but everyone else I know! I can never repay you all, but YouTube has decided to stop me from reaching my dream of making this my way of life. I need 1,000 subscribers to keep my world from falling apart, and I actually need your help. Not money, but outreach! I want you all who at least like my music to tell everyone you can, share everything you can from me to everyone and tell them about my YouTube channel. Doing this will keep me making videos and music and everything else for the Vocaloid community! With this final message before we get into the songs, let’s make it all a tone of pure peace within our souls.
-Demo
Music:
1. Majestic Love
Maniacal minds stand in front of me
With all their words marked, conformity
And though I walk through lofty heights
Alone and by myself
I understand you are the sacred glee
But all their looks soaked insanity
When I sit down on the shelf
I remember that time of bereft
Haunting with a flaunting moment
Buried underneath your skin
Shifting on the sidewinding sands
Upside downturns the pyramid of glass
And read of the pale dream epitaph
Of violence, wrath, and sharpened staff
Breaking under so much ire
Failing power
Lost it all in your mind’s eye
And so I walk, Alone
Majestic Love, gone wrong
My magic high is gone and now it’s lost inside the fog
But this is it, so long
My only wish, to be strong
When all the lost minds come through me and whisper nonconformity
Whenever the words are written
In between the pages
I want, to be, the one
For your all
One last call
Goals align the store walls
The wish
The kiss
And the violent touch of bliss
All conformed into your fist
One last blow to the magic high
For a hollow soul and a backward dive
My heart
My part
Will be played very soon
My home lost in the typhoon
And so I walk, Alone
Majestic Love, gone wrong
My magic high is gone and now it’s lost inside the fog
But this is it, so long
My only wish, to be strong
When all the lost minds come through me and whisper nonconformity
Whenever the words are written
In between the pages
I want, to be, the one
For you
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2. Heartfelt Turmoil
Oh, through the marigold
Dew drops above the fold
While I’m
Waiting for sadness
to quell inside my beds hold
And on the echo
Fire prays for to be old
And burns and dances with me
But I don’t know what I’m supposed to do
Valium, Alien
I have gone away
From the light of day
But no one knows the marigold
And still I can view this monster
Folding under you on cue~
The hearts conformity
This beasts agony
Bleeding into me
Obligatory aching faking
Mesmerize Protection
Hollow trees are made of liquid peace
And the dirt defines nature’s Season’s Mist
Heartfelt Turmoil now
And I can’t see you in the dense fog
Roots stick out from the bog
Drown in mire
Avarice, Jealousy
Wash my fragment high
On the evil sky
Mutiny on the sea
Nothing’s ever free
Taking finders fee~
Tiger Rose, I oppose
Let me take the vie
With the need to die
One mutiny upon the sea
A careful sailor drug underneath his very own ship
Mesmerize Protection
Hollow trees are made of liquid peace
And the dirt defines nature’s Season’s Mist
Heartfelt Turmoil now
And I can’t see you in the dense fog
Roots stick out from the bog
Drown in fire
Oh, through the marigold
Dew drops above the fold
Waiting for sadness
to quell inside my beds hold
Mesmerize Protection
Hollow trees are made of liquid peace
And the dirt defines nature’s Season’s Mist
Heartfelt Turmoil now
And I can’t see you in the dense fog
And I have to tell you:
“I am a liar!”
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3. You’re Warm
Home
I know
My life has become undone
With truth and youth
I can see you
Calling to me
Your words are so nice
It’s not a disguise
I want you to be
Always near me
Making our bed
Sleeping in your head
All I want is to make you feel right at-
Home
I know
My life has become redone
With truth and youth
I know my love
Garnered to shove
Will calm my mind tonight
When every time I try to hold on
I think of you
My sweet dear
And no one will ever take away
Our dance of truth
Through all my fears
But I know buried deep within my mind
You Are Warm
Morse code
Over abode
Frailty in the show
Darling, sing me a song
Of my love, our love
My deepest sky
When every time I try to hold on
I think of you
My sweet dear
And no one will ever take away
Our dance of truth
Through all my fears
But I know buried deep within my mind
You Are Warm
Buried under a sea of lead
Don’t understand what you have said
When I break down
You know I’m lost within my head
More along the minds of ice
Why don’t you try to throw the dice
It’s alright
Go just fight
When will my lust for you suffice
Darling, sing me a song
Of my love, our love
My one true love
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4. Imaginary Life
Hold on tonight
Show me a sight
Walk away from the garden of light
And see me
So I can lay with the flowers
For dawn will rise after tomorrow night
Ooh,
La,
So I want to see the imaginary life
So I can
Feel the stamens and the petals, it’s their magic
I call my fall
Once done this hope will just stall
Ooh,
Coronary, Solitary, Imaginary Ride
I can see the demons agony building up inside
Wonder lusting
Violently scattering these flowers
Across all of my pathetic path of lies
Careless absence
Harkening, a battering my heart is
Never going to be the same as it dies
Oh why did I have to die?
So I want to see the imaginary life
So I can
Feel the stamens and the petals, it’s their magic
I call my fall
Once done this hope will just stall
Follow me into heaven and wander with me through the groves of lace
Dietary, Emissary, Convoluted Stride
I can hear the angel’s magic words blowing up my time
Monster trusting
Agonizing, creating black feathers
Atone for my abandonment with my cries
Worthless reject
Jail breaking the heavenly my heart is
Never going to be the same as he dies
Ooh,
La,
So I want to see the imaginary life
So I can
Feel the stamens and the petals
It was their magic touch
Hold on tonight
Show me a sight
Walk away from the garden of light
And see me
So I can lay with the flowers
For dawn will rise after tomorrow night
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5. Crystal Revival
You came right up to me
And fed my life in glee
Getting over these, a bargain plea
So what has my life come to now?
A merry go round
On your heart creates your fragrant sound
Your reverend friend
Is marking the strand
He’s here to put your mind at ease
Help him
Don’t deny your involvement
You think it’s your incumbent
To be within this envy
You hurt the child inside me
Yet I forgive you
And I mourn
From the scorn
And the gallow wall
It’s hard to feel you when I fall
Wait for my baptism in Crystal Revival
Ice water
Clearer stir
Social Sorrow Curse
A cave of diamond in a hearse
Let us admire from the gleaming ceiling
Stalactites made of demur
My name came up on your list
And gave my life an artist
Well it seems that man I was is gone
So what has my life come to now?
Being safe and sound
Though I still see angels till the ground
The valley of gold is shining
Alone
At home
And so much has been betrayed
I’m never gonna fade
And on the line
Of my design
I will confine
Only in my beautiful one
And I mourn
From the scorn
And the gallow wall
It’s hard to feel you when I fall
Wait for my baptism in Crystal Revival
Ice water
Clearer stir
Social Sorrow Curse
A cave of diamond in a hearse
Let us admire from the gleaming ceiling
Stalactites made of demur
Your reverend friend
Is making you stand
Who’s here to put your mind at ease
Help me
Don’t deny your involvement
This is not your incumbent
To be within this envy
You hurt the child inside me
Yet I forgive you
Yes!
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6. Tonight
Don’t deny me Tonight
For the valet
Accost, distrust
My brain slowly decaying
5-9-5-9
Malignant sigh
Renormalize
To keep myself from turning blue
Yet I love kissing you
Little toy, yet an old love
Stuck inside this heart so blind
No one will no other than us
Time has come to submit
Roll under-
A vacant sigh
Tame my thunder-
With every motion
I bleed the same under the sky
I want you to know never will I die
Yet every time a dove draws near
It fall and cries
All I want to do to you is make you feel ok
Just imagine painful echoes drifting in the rain
It can be all mine if you just sub-
M-I-T
A-N-D
S-U-C
K-MY-C
NOW
NO ONE KNOWS
TO SAVE GAME
FORWARD SHAME
TO MY BACKSEAT
AGONY
CALL ON ME
ON ME
ON ME
ON…
ME
On top of me
Accustom, these rusted morals
5-9-5-9
Wonder gone wrong all through this song
To keep my love from hurting you
From this adhesive glue
Shy away when you look at me
Adorned with your lock and key
I walk to you and let you burn
SUBMIT TO ME
Roll under-
A vacant sigh
Tame my thunder- YEAH
With every motion
I bleed the same under the sky and-
I want you to know never will I die
Yet every time a dove draws near
It fall and cries
A-N-D
S-U-C
K-MY-C
NOW
NO ONE KNOWS
SO SAVE GAME
FORWARD SHAME
TO MY BACKSEAT
AGONY
CALL ON ME
ON ME
ON ME
ON…
ME
All I want to do to you is make you feel ok
Just imagine painful echoes drifting in the rain
It can be us if you submit to me
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7. Serpent of My Heart
Serpent
Home for one day, atone
Silence endgame, my bones
Broken by stone, my blood
It should be determined
By danger
My anger
I suffer
Rebuffer
The silence
Is guidance
I need it
To Slumber
Oh, well no more!
I’M DONE
And so am I
With all this blood on my hands
Violence within the bands
I know it’s callous to show you-
My truth
I want to kill this beast on this night
RAWK-
A~
So a melody invasions
Are influencing my chest
Mortuary within true agony
Save it for the seed
Everyone wants to die at last
Mark it, save it, even go, fake it,
You know what to do
Take a step back in the frame take a breath and
JUST DIE
Wake up at night, in chains
Poison inside, my veins
Shredding the pain, my nerves
It should not encompass
My being
The evening
Remember
November
I feel like
I’m dying
No need for
Insomnia
Mark it, save it, even go fake it,
You know what to do now right
Exit, just sit, letting us fix it
Hang on to your god
Morals, quarrels, and liquid whores
This is where we start to bleed
My time, wasted, please be quiet
Or I’ll snap your spine
Ashtrays overflow with frailties
Dropping so low
I cling within my death bed lining
Service Patience
A~
So a melody invasions
Are influencing my chest
Mortuary within true agony
Save it for the seed
Everyone wants to die at last
I gave one more word
My Serpent *gasp* of my Heart
“REST”
Shut up right now or else
Get out of here, this hurts
No one will break this curse
I will die like you
Don’t need you
Won’t kill you
The breaking
Happening
Me crying
You screaming
For nothing, will you just-
Oh my God…
SHUT UP
GET OUT
JUST LEAVE
NO ONE
LOVES YOU
~AH~
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8. Solace Keeper
Last time I saw you,
You were teaching me about my youth
About how it can form into a separate truth
A seed implanted in my mind
When the one I loved left me behind
A tear shed lifeless
Bear this curse
Now unraveled under your hearse
I didn’t want to change
I wanted others to love the me you made
But it fell apart when I died at that age
A flower never bloomed on my grave
Why did that man take my hand
Why do my teardrops feel so distant
Why do I not want to die
Why am I not afraid to lay here and die
So unfamiliar
Your soundless ache
You never whispered to me
And you never let me starve
I was a fool to think happiness was not a yarn
Because I had found happiness within you, my friend
A never-ending fear, I once escaped to
Now unable to accept a man
That I have become
Always alone
The light does not exist,
Nor do I want you to insist
That I would be better there
I miss you my muse
Now, everything I refuse
Thinking back
I thought it was an attack
But it was nothing but a cry
For me to understand the lie
You were gripping my throat
Forcing me to adapt to my helpless screams
Making me unable to help myself in life’s seams
I lost myself when you left
A hatred now regret
The light I still don’t see
But you were fleeing from me
From the artificial light
When you left
It took away my life
I just came to say hello,
Outside the house of slight rest
I often wonder what it was like be darkness
Oh, majestic silence
You do not have ground
From the shadows you must crawl
Like my home before the lie was found
When you abandoned me,
No, I abandoned you
I was a fool to believe I needed you near
But it was you whom needed my fear
To show me the light in hell of shear
————–
9. Trust & Gold
Don’t you know it all
A past that’s gone wrong
And I don’t know you
My maiden with hair so long
Water makes your image so beautiful
Reflections mark the wondering of minds
Saying to me that I need everything I had
Draw your depiction now and…
Don’t deny it
Make it mind you
Make it fight me in the rain
I am the stain within your pain
And I’m prepared to lose my fame to your known feign
Why don’t you take me away from this lain of my disdain?
Take me away
Bring me a child to lay down
It’s mother now will be kept at bay
Break my abode
I am not here to have trust
Watch me burn, to set fire
To your bit of gold
Can’t you be the one
My martyr of dawn
What made it feel true
From this hope within you
Crystalline water matches the brine
In your magnetic bursts
To the gold smelt of the wizard
It’s time to
Break apart the atomic philosophy
Taken in the safest juncture…
In the damage
Find the carriage
Bring my knowledge from the fray
The gauntlet gains the power to wane
And still redefined to die from my fragrant day
What will it take to make you break your golden trusting gaze?
Violence breaking apart my sovereign ode
Cryptic writing from the black train
Of murderous intentions and a fear…
Collected plea
Tumultuous glee
Ever list a sight to see
Long tail end times to the point of be
Yet I still smell your weak pathetic fragrant-
Reflections mark the wondering of minds
Saying to me that I need everything I’m glad
Draw your depiction now and…
Don’t deny it
Make it mind you
Make it fight me in the rain
I am the stain within your pain
And I’m prepared to lose my fame to your known feign
Break my abode
I am not here to have trust
Watch me burn, to set fire
To your bit of gold
————–
10. Harsh Wish
No longer a seed will break my back
When the lowest god of my bowels attack
It leaves the sight and all a mere bagatelle
Of little importance to see!
From the womb to a life now gone
Its sorrow bequeaths the sun
Follow into the ache and make me believe the beast
Never come alive again
My Harsh Wish
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11. Magical Casket
Who knows the dealing
The feeling of the altar
Entangled within your own confines of the affliction
When everyone paints you as a known~ {{LIAR}}
Forward ages
Drifting pages
Brace for my lie
Flowers will die
In this sin my curse rescinds
And it’s not right to decide it
I want you to embrace me in the magic casket
To the silent groves of a flowers home
Martyrs begin to weep
And the marigold of a winter’s hold
Their tears make a perfect heap
Pleasure by name
A ground by might
And thus an anger holds true to the pinecone
That on the water, mold grew on its rhinestone
My disciple
On rye trifle
Fake tone bible
The din of light
Old, breaking apart
And I think it’s smart
To live a century in fallacy
To show this life you can feel ecstasy
And the magic hold of a caskets gold
Taken up to build a stagnant wall
Between the skies of our petals fold
Naked words surround the paste
And no one else can fathom the waste
It’s all up the flower to keep blooming in the storm
GROW!!!
My disciple
On rye trifle
Fake tone bible
The din of light
Old, breaking apart
And I think it’s smart
To live a century in fallacy
To show this life you can feel ecstasy
Forward ages
Drifting pages
Brace for my lie
Flowers will die, die, die
In this sin my curse rescinds
And it’s not right to decide it
I want you to embrace me in the magic casket
————–
12. Cause In The Fight
Cause in this fighting in depression
And regression is setting in
And the vomit rushing through my mind onto the page etched in-
Complete Darkness
I reevaluate my whole life without my family or my friends
And I see myself a fucking monster that is equivalent to the horrid Satan of old
Sitting on the left hand of El Shaddai
And all I see is his disgust for me, my being that also is disgusted in him at times
Yet both of us know that we will get through this hatred at some point in my life
But I need him to keep me alive to feel the light inside my soul grow and-
Bring forth seeds made to destroy darkness and the light
To create a hole inside my soul
No longer an effort to be made a broken bone when he crushes my load with a goat
It’s painful stained and faded against the solace of a keeper made hollow
Magnetic frequencies of the earth to the core of a neurotic mind
We all have a bad ingestion of thoughts and ideas that make us all at odds
Moreover these demons are named C and D
An informant to the grand war plan and the spiritual guidance upon weak minds to follow through
The insomniac is hallucinating and seeing aliens outside the windows
Having conversations with voices inside his head and I can do nothing but sit back and watch
Its disturbing and I’m scared for my own safety but I have to be here for him or else he will die
Suicide homicide a fucking serial killer after children he could become
His heart is crying out for help but no one is coming to his aid
He has to learn to be there for himself for me to be there for him to make him heal
Force him to heal
Force heal
Heal
Heal
Heal
Heal
Hell
Hell
Hell
Hell
Sounds too much alike and feels too much the same and no one will ever know his pain
Each of us have monsters inside our heads waiting to be ignored and let out to play
Keep them in check or else they become that one that murders people all over
Evil at its worst and so much has been shown to me
The actions of the person are not the needs of the soul
If you don’t forgive anyone you are no more than a pile of sludge not meant for life
And so you will die just like he did in the fire he created from that burning bible
His house was saved and broken like his body and no one no demon wanted to be inside him
But God gave him a chance and made him feel important enough to keep on living
His volume to soft to a whisper and his touch was very weak
It seemed like God needed him to help him stay afloat
And now that he knows who Christ is he has more friends more family
These are all just things he can lose and Satan knows this and has taken many lives from him
How can Satan be a blasphemy bastard that hell will consume
He is no one I need to worry about and I know God has him down
But all I can think about the lives he took from me and him and us
You gave me a hard life to teach me respect but what about them
What did they do to deserve this death death death
And thus the price of sin is death
